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NUMBERS AND THEIR MEANING

The following information came in my email this week.  I thought it was very interesting and worthy to pass along. I have always found the significance of 11:11 interesting and often find that I glance at my clock at exactly that time.  The 11:11 has long been touted as being the code numbers for ascension.  I make a mental note of what I was just thinking the moment beforehand when I see that time on the clock and I remind myself that no matter what is going on in my life that I am continually ascending into higher states of awareness.  I have long known that a set of 4’s are ‘angel’ numbers.  You may find the following groups of numbers interesting.  Thank you to Grace Watcher for passing this on.

Significance of Numbers

111 - Monitor your thoughts carefully, and  be sure to only think about
what you want not what you don't want.  This sequence is a sign that
there is a gate of opportunity opening up, and your thoughts are
manifesting into form at record speed.

222 - Our newly planted ideas are beginning to grow into reality.  Keep
watering and nurturing them, and soon they will push through the soil so
you can see evidence of your manifestation.

333 - The ascended masters are near you, clearing desiring you to know
that you have their help, love, and companionship.

444 - The angels are surrounding you now, reassuring you of their love
and help.

555 - Buckle your seatbelts, because  a major life change is upon you.

666 - Your thoughts are out of balance right now, focused too much on
the material world.

777 - The angels applaud you - congratulations, you're on a roll.

888 - A phase in your life is about to end, and this is a sign to give
you a
forewarning so you can prepare.

999 - Completion.  This is the end of a big phase in your personal or
global
life.  Also, it is a message to lightworkers involved in Earth healing
and
means "Get to work because Mother Earth needs you right now."

000 - A reminder that you are one with God, and to feel the presence of
your Creator's love within you.

This came from the Desk of GraceWatcher
Spirituality, Metaphysical and Paranormal Studies
"We Are Spiritual Beings Having a Human Experience"
MOON CALENDAR – KNOW WHEN THE FULL MOONS ARE

I started to feel a wee-bit funky the other day.  The energy signature that I my emotional and physical bodies are very familiar with had FULL MOON ENERGY written all over it.  I found this really neat full moon calendar on the internet and am reproducing it here for everyone.  You may like to cut and paste this on a place to save in your hard drive or files to consult with in future months.  Sure enough when I looked at the colander for the full moon for this month, it was just 3 days before the start of the phase.  I define the phase as 3 days prior to the full moon and 3 days following it.  I have noticed that so often it is just before the 3 day phase prior to the full moon that my bodies notice a shift or an intensity of energy.  That’s just how it works with me—I often seem to feel the peek of energy on day 4 or 3 prior to the full moon.  I have learned to direct this energy into a specific creation intention and this seems to de-intensify the energy.  I think that if we take energy such as anger or frustration and transmute it or use it for necessary change in our lives, it is helpful.  I often notice that I become frustrated or depressed because of circumstances in my life that are glaring at me during full moons, so I use these as a catalyst for change so that I can redirect that energy into something good.  These are just a few thoughts on the subject.  Here is the calendar:

MOON CALENDAR
ENCORE ~ THE LITTLE SOUL

I received many emails thanking me for sending out the story of The Little Soul.  I thought I would reproduce it here again for those who didn’t read it the first time around.  In my opinion, there is so much helpful truth and wisdom in this story!  See how this translates into your own life and Enjoy!

Once upon no time, there was a Little Soul who said to God, "I know who I am!"
And God said, "That's wonderful! Who are you?"
And the Little Soul shouted, "I'm the Light!"
God smiled a big smile. "That's right!" God exclaimed. "You are the Light."
The Little Soul was so happy, for it had figured out what all the souls in the Kingdom were there to fibbgure out. "Wow," said the Little Soul, "this is really cool!"
But soon, knowing who it was  not enough. The Little Soul felt stirrings inside, and now wanted to be who it was. And so the Little Soul went back to God (which is not a bad idea for all souls who want to be Who They Really Are) and said, "Hi, God! Now that I know Who I am, is it okay for me to be it?"
And God said, "You mean you want to be Who You Already Are?"
"Well," replied the Little Soul," it's one thing to know Who I Am, and another thing altogether to actually be it. I want to feel what it's like to be the Light!"
"But you already are the Light," God repeated, smiling again.
"Yes, but I want to see what that feels like!" cried the Little Soul.
"Well," said God with a chuckle, "I suppose I should have known. You always were the adventuresome one." Then God's expression changed. "There's only one thing ..."
"What?" asked the Little Soul.
"Well, there is nothing else but the Light. You see, I created nothing but what you are; and so, there is no easy way for you to experience yourself as Who You Are, since there is nothing that you are not."
"Huh?" said the Little Soul, who was now a little confused.
"Think of it this way," said God. "You are like a candle in the Sun. Oh, you're there all right. Along with a million, ka-gillion other candles who make up the Sun. And the sun would not be the Sun without you. Nay, it would be a sun without one of its candles ... and that would not be the Sun at all; for it would not shine as brightly. Yet, how to know yourself as the Light when you are amidst the Light - that is the question."
"Well," the Little Soul perked up, "you're God. Think of something!"
Once more God smiled. "I already have," God said. "Since you cannot see yourself as the Light when you are in the Light, we'll surround you with darkness."
"What's darkness?" the Little Soul asked.
God replied, "It is that which you are not."
"Will I be afraid of the dark?" cried the Little Soul.
"Only if you choose to be," God answered. "There is nothing, really, to be afraid of, unless you decide that there is. You see, we are making it all up. We are pretending."
"Oh," said the Little Soul, and felt better already.
Then God explained that, in order to experience anything at all, the exact opposite of it will appear. "It is a great gift," God said, "because without it, you could not know what anything is like. You could not know Warm without Cold, Up without Down, Fast without Slow. You could not know Left without Right, Here without There, Now without Then.
"And so," God concluded, "when you are surrounded with darkness, do not shake your fist and raise your voice and curse the darkness. Rather be a Light unto the darkness, and don't be mad about it. Then you will know Who You Really Are, and all others will know, too. Let your Light shine so that everyone will know how special you are!"
"You mean it's okay to let others see how special I am?" asked the Little Soul.
"Of course!" God chuckled. "It's very okay! But remember, 'special' does not mean 'better.' Everybody is special, each in their own way! Yet many others have forgotten that. They will see that it is okay for them to be special only when you see that it is okay for you to be special."
"Wow," said the Little Soul, dancing and skipping and laughing and jumping with joy. "I can be as special as I want to be!"
"Yes, and you can start right now," said God, who was dancing and skipping and laughing right along with the Little Soul. "What part of special do you want to be?"
"What part of special?" the Little Soul repeated. "I don't understand."
"Well," God explained, "being the Light is being special, and being special has a lot of parts to it. It is special to be kind. It is special to be gentle. It is special to be creative. It is special to be patient. Can you think of any other ways it is special to be?"
The Little Soul sat quietly for a moment. "I can think of lots of ways to be special!" the Little Soul then exclaimed. "It is special to be helpful. It is special to be sharing. It is special to be friendly. It is special to be considerate of others!"
"Yes!" God agreed, "and you can be all of those things, or any part of special you wish to be, at any moment. That's what it means to be the Light."
"I know what I want to be, I know what I want to be!" the Little Soul announced with great excitement. "I want to be the part of special called 'forgiving'. Isn't it special to be forgiving?"
"Oh, yes," God assured the Little Soul. "That is very special."
"Okay," said the Little Soul. "That's what I want to be. I want to be forgiving. I want to experience myself as that."
"Good," said God, "but there's one thing you should know."
The Little Soul was becoming a bit impatient now. It always seemed as though there were some complication.
"What is it?" the Little Soul sighed.
"There is no one to forgive."
"No one?" The Little Soul could hardly believe what had been said.
"No one!" God repeated. "Everything I have made is perfect. There is not a single soul in all creation less perfect than you. Look around you." It was then that the Little Soul realized a large crowd had gathered. Souls had come from far and wide ~ from all over the Kingdom ~ for the word had gone forth that the Little Soul was having this extraordinary conversation with God, and everyone wanted to hear what they were saying.
Looking at the countless other souls gathered there, the Little Soul had to agree. None appeared less wonderful, less magnificent, or less perfect than the Little Soul itself. Such was the wonder of the souls gathered around, and so bright was their Light, that the Little Soul could scarcely gaze upon them.
"Who, then, to forgive?" asked God.
"Boy, this is going to be no fun at all!" grumbled the Little Soul. "I wanted to experience myself as One Who Forgives. I wanted to know what that part of special felt like."
And the Little Soul learned what it must feel like to be sad.
But just then a Friendly Soul stepped forward from the crowd. "Not to worry, Little Soul," the Friendly Soul said, "I will help you."
"You will?" the Little Soul brightened. "But what can you do?"
"Why, I can give you someone to forgive!"
"You can?"
"Certainly!" chirped the Friendly Soul. "I can come into your next lifetime and do something for you to forgive."
"But why? Why would you do that?" the Little Soul asked. "You, who are a Being of such utter perfection! You, who vibrate with such a speed that it creates a Light so bright that I can hardly gaze upon you! What could cause you to want to slow down your vibration to such a speed that your bright Light would become dark and dense? What could cause you ~ who are so light that you dance upon the stars and move through the Kingdom with the speed of your thought ~ to come into my life and make yourself so heavy that you could do this bad thing?"
"Simple," the Friendly Soul said. "I would do it because I love you."
The Little Soul seemed surprised at the answer. "Don't be so amazed," said the Friendly Soul, "you have done the same thing for me. Don't you remember? Oh, we have danced together, you and I, many times. Through the eons and across all the ages have we danced. Across all time and in many places have we played together. You just don't remember."
"We have both been All Of It. We have been the Up and the Down of it, the Left and the Right of it. We have been the Here and the There of it, the Now and the Then of it. We have been the male and the female, the good and the bad; we have both been the victim and the villain of it.
"Thus have we come together, you and I, many times before; each bringing to the other the exact and perfect opportunity to Express and to Experience Who We Really Are. And so," the Friendly Soul explained further, "I will come into your next lifetime and be the 'bad one' this time. I will do something really terrible, and then you can experience yourself as the One Who Forgives."
"But what will you do?" the Little Soul asked, just a little nervously, "that will be so terrible?"
"Oh," replied the Friendly Soul with a twinkle, "we'll think of something."
Then the Friendly Soul seemed to turn serious, and said in a quiet voice, "You are right about one thing, you know."
"What is that?" the Little Soul wanted to know.
"I will have to slow down my vibration and become very heavy to do this not-so-nice thing. I will have to pretend to be something very unlike myself. And so, I have but one favor to ask of you in return."
"Oh, anything, anything!" cried the Little Soul, and began to dance and sing, "I get to be forgiving, I get to be forgiving!" Then the Little Soul saw that the Friendly Soul was remaining very quiet.
"What is it?" the Little Soul asked. "What can I do for you? You are such an angel to be willing to do this for me!"
"Of course this Friendly Soul is an angel!" God interrupted. "Everyone is! Always remember: I have sent you nothing but angels."
And so the Little Soul wanted more than ever to grant the Friendly Soul's request. "What can I do for you?" the Little Soul asked again.
"In the moment that I strike you and smite you," the Friendly Soul replied, "in the moment that I do the worst to you that you could possible imagine ~ in that very moment ..."
"Yes?" the Little Soul interrupted, "yes ...?"
"Remember Who I Really Am."
"Oh, I will!" cried the Little Soul, "I promise! I will always remember you as I see you right here, right now!"
"Good," said the Friendly Soul, "because, you see, I will have been pretending so hard, I will have forgotten myself. And if you do not remember me as I really am, I may not be able to remember for a very long time. And if I forget Who I Am, you may even forget Who You Are, and we will both be lost. Then we will need another soul to come along and remind us both of Who We Are."
"No, we won't!" the Little Soul promised again. "I will remember you! And I will thank you for bringing me this gift ~ the chance to experience myself as Who I Am."
And so, the agreement was made. And the Little Soul went forth into a new lifetime, excited to be the Light, which was very special, and excited to be that part of special called Forgiveness.
And the Little Soul waited anxiously to be able to experience itself as Forgiveness, and to thank whatever other soul made it possible.
And at all the moments in that new lifetime, whenever a new soul appeared on the scene, whether that new soul brought joy or sadness ~ and especially if it brought sadness ~ the Little Soul thought of what God had said.
"Always remember," God had smiled, "I have sent you nothing but angels."
Copyright 2002 Neale Donald Walsch

One More Week of School !!!
THIS SEMESTER IS ALMOST OVER!
And not a moment too soon! --------->

No more limits on my time ~ We can do readings all week now!
Monastery Life
A young monk arrives at the monastery. He is assigned to helping the other monks in copying the old canons and laws of the church by hand.
He notices, however, that all of the monks are copying from copies, not from the original manuscript. So, the new monk goes to the head abbot to question this, pointing out that if someone made even a small error in the first copy, it would never be picked up! In fact, that error would be continued in all of the subsequent copies.
The head monk, says, "We have been copying from the copies for centuries, but you make a good point, my son."
He goes down into the dark caves underneath the monastery where the original manuscripts are held as archives in a locked vault that hasn't been opened for hundreds of years. Hours go by and nobody sees the old abbot.

So, the young monk gets worried and goes down to look for him. He sees him banging his head against the wall and wailing, "We missed the " R" ! , we missed the " R" !"
His forehead is all bloody and bruised and he is crying uncontrollably.
The young monk asks the old abbot, "What's wrong, father?"
With A choking voice, the old abbot replies, "The word was... CELEBRATE !!! "

Flapping flag
Four monks were meditating in a monastery. All of a sudden the prayer flag on the roof started flapping.
The younger monk came out of his meditation and said: "Flag is flapping"
A more experienced monk said: "Wind is flapping"
A third monk who had been there for more than 20 years said: "Mind is flapping."
The fourth monk who was the eldest said: "Mouths are flapping!"



Smart
A pilot is flying three people in a private plane - a Tibetan lama, and Bill Gates (the smartest man in the world), and a hippie.
Suddenly the pilot announces to his three passengers: "I have bad news for you. The plane is going to crash. We have to bail out now.
Unfortunately, we have only three parachutes. And since I am a terrific pilot, and I don't see any reason why I should die, I am
taking one of them. Good luck!" And with that, he jumped out of the plane.
Bill Gates said: "Since I am the smartest man in the world, and very valuable to civilization, I am also going to take a parachute and save myself." And with that, he leapt out of the plane.
The lama said to the hippie: "I have already lived a long and fruitful life and have no need to live longer. Therefore, you may take the remaining parachute." "Relax, mannnn," said the hippie, putting the parachute on to the lama's back. "The smartest man in the
world just strapped himself into my backpack."

  Master and Pupil
Says the Master to his pupil: "Do you understand that you don't really exist?"
Upon which the pupil replies: "To Whom are you telling that?"





A LITTLE CLOWNING AROUND

BOOKS AND WRITING CORNER

I am currently RE-reading The Holographic Universe by Michael Talbot. I highly recommend this one! 
In addition, I allowed Spirit to direct me to my book shelves for their personal pick of the month.  I was really drawn to Oneness, The Teachings by Rasha. I really enjoyed that book!



ANOTHER PSYCHIC DEVELOPMENT CLASS ~ COMING SOON!

Please pass on to your friends and make a note yourself that we are now gathering energy for the next Psychic Development Class.  As interest gathers, we anticipate starting these classes again -- probably  in June. 

You will not find a better deal under the sun if you are interested in:

Meeting new metaphysical/spiritual friends!

Receiving a Spirit Message of guidance each week!

Watching how others receive and give messages i.e. observing how alike we all are!

Expanding your awareness of how Divine Mind really works!

Learning how to receive guidance in your own life from your own Spirit Guides and Angels!

Receiving written instructional material weekly from a professional psychic on the process of re-membering how to be psychic, telepathic and connected to Spirit!

I have intentionally made the energy exchange for this very low--$5 per class.
  The reason for this is not because the value that you receive for the classes is low—not at all.  The reason for the fee is to elicit a level of commitment from you to your Self to the process of expanding Psychic Awareness to Enhance your own Spiritual Evolution! 

(Besides, it’s fun!)  If you have an interest, please email me at joystar777@aol.com. 
As soon as we have enough interest we will set the date.  Once the date is set, I will let you know via email and then you can arrange for the fee --$30 for the full 6 week session.

So Let Us Know of your interest!  Your Spirit Guides are very excited about the opportunity to communicate with you – I can promise you that!


MY TALK WITH GOD – INSIGHTS!

Those of you who have come to me for readings know how often those in Spirit World encourage journaling/writing as a form of communicating with the Spiritual Realms.  In fact, this was the way that I began to open up in my communications to Spirit World and has led me to my current profession. 
I love the idea of the way Neale Donald Walsh in his book Conversations with God dialogues with God.  Have you ever read that book? 
I began to work with conversations with those in Spirit before his book was written.  However, perhaps it was the sense of unworthiness that we are taught, but I never thought I should go directly to God with my ‘stuff’.  I now see just how silly it was to feel this sense of unworthiness, especially now that I often have regular conversations with God.  I do this right on a word document on the computer.  Yet, sure enough there is a small part of me who is yelling, “You are just talking to your Self and making all this up you silly girl!”  However, I ignore that little voice and keep talking (or in this case typing). 
After all, who is your Self?  Aren't you part of God?  If we intend to speak with God, why do we think He/She is too busy to reply to us? 
I had an experience that really opened the door to this personal communication with God that I would like to (briefly) share with you.  I was having some earthly troubles – the kind we all have.  In my case, it was the particular kind of trouble that brings up my worst fear monsters.  (For each of us the fear is different, I think.  After all, what you would say that you fear may seem silly to me or vice versa.) 
In any event, I was beseeching God for help because I just didn’t know what to do.  I had no earthly solution within my own power, or so I thought, to deal with my problem this time.
Do you wonder if it doesn’t happen for a reason that we bring our Selves to points where we have to turn to God?  (A debatable philosophical question there!)
As I sat in prayer, I heard a reply.  I have often almost laughed in the faces of those who think that we cannot communicate with Spirit World, or even God.

If we can call and talk to God,




why does a return call seem so foreign? 







In any event, I heard a voice speak clearly in my mind right at the height of my most authentic and genuine prayer.  This voice said, “Joy, are you forgetting that you have a partner?”  I knew that the voice came from my own personal God and it was such a relief to hear that.  I was asked to give the problem over to my Partner.  I did.  All worked out exquisitely well.
From that time, I have kept communications going with my  'Exquisite' Partner. 

I would like to give you some insight from one of my recent communications.  I will paraphrase and try to give you the ‘feel’ for some insight that I received, hoping that it won’t loose any impact in the translation.  NO.  ON SECOND THOUGHT, AT THE ‘RISK’ OF PUTTING MY ‘STUFF’ OUT THERE, AND FOR YOUR BENEFIT ALONE, I WILL REPRODUCE (BELOW) THE ENTIRE CONVERSATION!
I am mentally holding my breath here *(again), but what the heck!  If it is helpful for anyone, it’s worth the risk and so what you will read below was my private dialogue with God.  I will share this with you to encourage you do have the same type of dialogue with ‘your’ Personal God.

As often is the case (but I’m happy to say not always!) the communication with My Partner (below) started out with an issue or concern.  And here is my private talk with God, reproduced her for you, with the Highest Love.  The words from God are in ALL CAPS below. Don't misunderstand however, He is not shouting, but rather speaking very gently.  :)

Dear God April 30, 2004

I guess since it’s almost a full moon is the reason that I am not able to sleep.  And so I would like to speak with you a while.  I am very open to speak and to communicate with you.  Are you there God?

I AM.  I AM THE ONE.  THE CENTER OF YOUR HEART AND THE HIGHEST VOICE YOU HEAR.  AND YOU DO HEAR ME.  I WOULD LIKE TO SPEAK WITH YOU TOO.

Really God?  Wow.  What would you like to talk about?

YOUR APPARENT UNHAPPINESS AND RECENT DISCONTENT JOY.  WHY BE UNHAPPY?  I AM WITH YOU AND HAVE BEEN WITH YOU.  YOU SOMETIMES FORGET ME AND FORGET THAT.

Yes, God, sometimes, but not always.  I am very aware of you and speak with you a lot, mostly in gratitudes.  I thank you every night for how You have blessed me.

INDEED.  AND EACH WORD AND WORK IS HEARD AND TAKEN INTO MY HEART, WHICH IS YOUR HEART.  YOUR SPIRIT GUIDES HAVE TOLD ME THAT YOU HAVE BEEN DISCONTENTED. 

Yes, and God, sometimes I am impatient with earth living.  And frankly, impatient with some of your other children here.  I admit that and am heartly sorry.

NO NEED TO BE SORRY ON THAT ONE JOY.  SOMETIMES I AM IMPATIENT WITH SOME OF MY OTHER CHILDREN ALSO.
(GOD LAUGHING). 

Well, God.  I am glad you can have a sense of humor and I guess if you can, I can too.

THAT’S THE SPIRIT JOY.  THERE IS NO NEED TO TAKE IT ALL SO SERIOUSLY.  YOU ARE FORGETTING TO HAVE FUN. 

Yes, I know I make life too much hard work and this is a failing of mine I suppose.

BE LIKE THE MAN IN THE MOON AND JUST WATCH IT ALL UNFOLD JOY.  THAT IS THE BETTER AND SAY, HEALTHIER, WAY TO SEE IT ALL.  COME UP HERE WITH ME NOW TO THE MOON AND LET US FIND OUT WHAT WE CAN NOW.

Okay God, but you have to take my hand so I won’t fall.

YOU ARE SAFE AND PROTECTED AT ALL TIMES.  NOW LOOK DOWN WITH ME AND LET’S SEE YOUR LIFE FROM THIS VIEW.  HOW DO YOU LOOK? 

I see myself typing to you and I feel my feelings. 

WHAT IT IS THAT YOU FEEL?

I guess that Joy is feeling uncertainty about the future and sometimes unsafe.  She would like to have more fun and doesn’t want to work so hard.  She wants to have even more freedom than she has and more money.

DO YOU SEE HER HAVING LOTS OF FREEDOM?  LOOK AT HER LIFE FROM ALL ANGLES.  LIKE YOU ARE EXAMINING ALL FACETS OF A GEM.  SEE HER LIFE FROM ALL ANGLES.  IS SHE FREE?

Yes, more than she has ever been.  She worries about money I can tell you that, but not nearly as much as she did a few years ago.  She trusts a lot more.  Basically, she doesn’t know what she wants and that is a huge source of frustration.

AS YOU EXAMINE THE FACETS OF HER LIFE, DO YOU SEE THAT WHAT SHE HAS EVER WANTED, SHE HAS BEEN ABLE TO HAVE?  DO YOU SEE THAT?  LOOK CLOSELY NOW.

Yes, and I also can see that she is a bit timid about asking for things.  She doesn’t ask for much.  I also see that she has needed a ‘matching’ belief system to go with the desires that she has had.  It looks, from here, like she has received what she believed she could have.  I see that pretty clearly.

YOU DO INDEED AND THAT IS WONDERFUL THAT YOU CAN SEE THAT.  KEEP LOOKING AT HER LIFE NOW AND TELL ME WHAT ELSE YOU CAN SEE FROM HERE JOY.

Okay, I will try.  She could believe in her Self more.  She believes in You God, she really does.  And she is believing she is more a part of you each and every day.
 
YES, I AM HER PARTNER.  DO YOU SEE THAT CLEARY AS YOU EXAMINE THINGS?

Yes, I see you as an equal partner.  Your essence is within her shape and form at exactly the same amount that she believes that you are.  You match her beliefs exactly.  This is so interesting! 

WHAT IS SHE AFRAID OF, CAN YOU SEE THAT?  CAN YOU SEE ANY FEAR AROUND HER THAT MAY BE CAUSING HER CURRENT LEVEL OF FRUSTRATION JOY?

She wants to accomplish more.  She would like more energy in her body for things that she would like to do and she really doesn’t like her hair very much and is unhappy about her weight gain of 7 pounds and is frustrated with her eating habits and her lack of time and lack of energy for exercise.

DO YOU SEE MY ENERGY GOING TO HER JOY? 

Yes, Father God, I do, but I can’t see clearly what is happening.

LET ME HELP YOU SEE CLEARLY JOY.

Okay God, I am waiting to see clearly.  When she is frustrated, she cuts off the energy from going into her body and surrounding energy fields.  She closes the portals and openings for the flow from you, God.  I see also that your energy goes into her at the heart opening.  And when she is unhappy or frustrated, the opening closes.  It is like she is holding her breath….you know, like a child who has a temper tantrum and holds the breath.  It seems to me like that. 

YES, AND NOW LET US, YOU AND I, FROM HERE, HELP JOY TO OPEN UP THE HEART THERE SO THAT SHE CAN RECEIVE THE ENERGY FROM ME. 

Okay.
(Waiting)
Now she is feeling like there is plenty of time and plenty of money ….she has a bit of a harder time with the money part. 

SHE IS GETTING MUCH BETTER WITH THE MONEY PART….ACCEPTING THE MONEY.  I WISH SHE WOULD NOT ‘SEE’ OR ‘FEAR’ LACK OF MY ABUNDANCE, FOR I COULD FIT MORE THROUGH THE ‘BELIEF’ OPENING IN HER HEART IF SHE WOULD RELAX ABOUT THAT MORE.  SHE HAS THE BELIEF BUT WHEN SHE IS TENSE ABOUT IT, THE OPENING CLOSES.  DO YOU SEE CLEARLY FROM HERE HOW THAT WORKS JOY?

Yes, I see how you are showing me ‘waves’ of abundance that are crashing around her but not entering that opening. 

YES, EXACTLY! 

What ‘exactly’ does she have to do God?  Because part of her is listening to this and typing it.  Can we tell her or explain it to her?

I HAVE DONE THIS IN MANY BOOKS THAT SHE HAS READ, AND IN THOSE THAT SHE IS YET TO READ.  I WILL SPEAK TO THIS IN TERMS OF POSSIBLITY AND PROBABILITY.  SOMETIMES THOSE OF YOU ON MY EARTH THINK POSSIBILTY JUST FINE, BUT THE PROBABILITY PART IS WHERE YOU CLENCH UP AND CLOSE THE OPENING.  THIS HAS TO DO WITH THE BELIEF SYSTEM.  REMEMBER HOW YOU SAW ME MEETING JOY HALF WAY A LITTLE WHILE AGO?

Yes, God.

THIS IS THE LEVEL OF PROBABILITY THAT JOY BELIEVES ABOUT ME AND ABOUT THE UNIVERSE ON THE DEEPEST LEVELS.  I HAVE HAD TO PRY HER OPEN SOMETIMES AND OTHER TIMES DYNAMITE THIS PART OF HER LOOSE.  HER HIGHER SELF AND I HAVE WORKED TOGETHER TO CREATE SUCH EXTERNAL PRESSURE THAT SHE OPENED UP TO ACCEPTING MY HELP.  MY ENERGY.  CAN YOU SEE THAT? 

Yes, God, from here I seem to see a lot of things of the past and the present and the future. 

SHE HAS TO BE WILLING TO LET GO.  LET GO OF DOUBT, WORRY AND FEAR AND RELAX.  AND WHEN SHE DOES THAT, I CAN GET MORE OF THAT ENERGY INTO HER LIFE.  ALL THE WAVES OF ABUNDANCE CRASHING AROUND HER….BRING SUCH FORCE….THAT THE MOMENT SHE RELAXES, SOME SEEPES THROUGH THAT OPENING.  DO YOU SEE HOW THAT WORKS?

Yes, God.   I just don’t understand why it’s so hard for her and why it has to be so hard. 

FEAR IS MY OPPOSITE.    THOSE WHO HAVE FULLY EXPLORED THE ABSENCE OF LIGHT WHICH IS FEAR WORK AGAINST A FORCE MUCH LIKE THE GRAVITY WHICH IS ON THE EARTH.  FEAR HAS A STRONG PULL, YET LOVE HAS ALSO A PULL AND IS IT’S OPPOSITE.   THOSE WHO ARE CROSSING THE LINE, LIKE JOY IS, GET EASILY PULLED BACK INTO FEAR, YET THE FARTHER THEY MOVE TOWARD LIGHT, THEY CROSS THE MID-POINT AND FEEL THE PULL OF LIGHT TO BE STRONGER THAN THE PULL OF DARKNESS OR FEAR.  SHE IS STRONG.  JOY IS.  SHE IS STRONG AND HAS OVERCOME SO MUCH.  CAN YOU SEE THAT FROM HERE?  SHE HAS FOUGHT FEAR BRAVELY AND IS NOW MOVING CLOSER TO LIGHT.  SHE HAS CROSSED THE LINE.  DO YOU SEE THAT AS YOU EXAMINE HER NOW?

Yes, I do God.  Suddenly I feel so much love for Joy and her accomplishments. 

YES, AND I DO TOO, YET ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL. 

Thank you God.  And you see she *(I) was just thinking how little I have accomplished in life.  I was thinking this just the other day, feeling like a failure in many ways, but suddenly I feel so proud of myself.

IT IS TIME FOR YOU TO BE TAKEN BACK INTO THE BODY NOW.  LET US LEAVE THIS PERSPECTIVE FOR NOW JOY.

Okay God, thank you for this talk.

NOT AT ALL JOY.  REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAVE SEEN, WILL YOU?  AND THINK ABOUT OUR TALK?

Yes, God, I will.  Thank you. 

GOODNIGHT MY CHILD.

Goodnight God
ON MONEY – FROM THE ABUNDANCE BOOK by JOHN RANDOLPH PRICE

I have been directed to type out a page from the book.  And as I often do, I will choose the page with my eyes closed and allow Spirit direct me to the right page to put into this newsletter.  What follows is just that:

Wow!  Wait until you read this!   Are we plugged-in here or  what?








The page I was directed to reads as follows:
“I finally got quiet, went into a meditative state and spoke these words:  ‘I invite the Spirit of God to think through me.  I’ll not try to think, nor will I struggle to stop my own thinking.  I now let the Christ Presence use my mind to think about my financial affairs and the solution to this problem.’”

(Note from Joy:  I have no idea what comes next on this page, but will continue to write it for you and for me.  However, I had to stop for a moment and write of my amazement regarding the synchronicity evident here!  Isn’t this cool? 




Now, let’s continue to type the rest of the page!)

“Here’s the answer that came through:

‘Know that I am with you always.  I am all you seek, seek therefore me.  I am the spirit of the invisible and the visible.  I am the substance behind all things.  I am the energy of creation.  Do as I say do and all will be well. Through meditation gain the consciousness of the plentifulness of spirit substance flowing from the center of your being which I AM . . . a constant, bountiful force without end.  Embody the infinity of the flow, then release its fullness into the world to prosper all, including yourself.  See it as a Light stream connecting you with all souls on Earth.  See the Light radiating from you and encircling the globe.  The Light stream is now the bridge on which the visible supply will travel to you.  After the Light connection is made between you and all the world, see the visible supply returning to you in waves of
good . . . rolling, flowing to you from every direction . . back to the center that you are, that I AM.  Let the waves engulf you . . . then see yourself using the supply in peace, love and joy.  The Light Bridge must be continually supported with and by love.  Therefore your thoughts, emotions, words and actions must be loving at all times’. 
It was then I (author, John Price) fully realized that we are truly our brother’s keeper, but in a different way than I had previously considered.”
--from page 47 and 48 of The Abundance Book

Do some of you have goose bumps like I do right now?  Imagine!  I turned to the ‘exact page’ that directly relates to the subject matter that I just finished writing about – and I see it as a definite confirmation of communication with God!  (But that’s ‘me’ all over.  How do you feel about it?)

METAPHYSICAL MEDITATIONS – FROM PARAMAHANSA YOGANANDA

Let me now turn to a page, in the same manner, in Metaphysical Meditations by Paramahansa Yogananda. 

PEACE

Peace flows through my heart, and blows through me as a zephyr.
Peace fills me like a fragrance.
Peace runs through me like rays.
Peace stabs the heart of noise and worries.
Peace burns through my disquietude.
Peace, like a globe of fire, expands and fills my omnipresence.
Peace, like an ocean, rolls on in all space.
Peace, like red blood, vitalizes the veins of my thoughts.
Peace like a boundless aureole encircles my body of infinity.
Peace-flames blow through the pores of my flesh, and through all space.
The perfume of peace flows over the gardens of blossoms.
The wine of peace runs perpetually through the wine press of all hearts.
Peace is the breath of stones, stars, and sages.
Peace is the ambrosial wine of Spirit flowing from the cask of silence,
Which I quaff with my countless mouth of atoms.

Fix your mind inwardly between the eyebrows on the shoreless lake of peace.    Watch the eternal circle of rippling peace around you.  The more you watch intently, the more you will feel the wavelets of peace spreading from the eyebrows to the forehead, from the forehead to the heart, and on to every cell in your body.  Now the waters of peace are overflowing the banks of your body and inundating the vast territory of your mind.  The flood of peace flows over the boundaries of your mind and moves on in infinite directions.

PEACE
This seems like a perfect place to conclude this newsletter! 

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My Love to you All!
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Trees

  Joyce Kilmer. 1886–1918

I THINK THAT I SHALL NEVER SEE  
A POEM LOVELY AS A
TREE.  
 
A TREE WHOSE HUNGRY MOUTH IS PREST  
AGAINST THE SWEET EARTH'S FLOWING BREAST;  
 
A TREE THAT LOOKS AT GOD ALL DAY,          
AND LIFTS HER LEAFY ARMS TO PRAY;    
 
A TREE THAT MAY IN SUMMER WEAR  
A NEST OF ROBINS IN HER HAIR;  
 
UPON WHOSE BOSOM SNOW HAS LAIN;  
WHO INTIMATELY LIVES WITH RAIN.   
 
POEMS ARE MADE BY FOOLS LIKE ME,  
BUT ONLY GOD CAN MAKE A TREE.